Saturday, March 14, 2009

no accent

What American accent do you have?
Your Result: The Midland

"You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.

Philadelphia
The Inland North
The South
The Northeast
Boston
The West
North Central
What American accent do you have?
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Enter the first line of the next song XD
Created by moonbeam94 and taken 337 times on Bzoink
K so I'll give you a situation, you'll press the arrow on your music player
and enter the first line of the next song, whether it makes sense or not XD
A loved passes away, and the first thing you say during your speech is:: boys and girls of every age wouldnt you like to see something strange
You stub your toe and scream:: ive been your lover iver been your friend
Something you've always wanted to say to your crush/S.O is:: pain without love pain i cant get enough
Your having people pose for a picture and you say "Say ____!:": youve got your ball youve got your chain tied to me tight
Your Bff calls you at 2AM just to say:: i really want you
The breakup line your bf/gf uses on you is:: fathers are lined with dirt from long days in the feild
You reject somebody who likes you by saying:: i know you ive walked with you once upon a dream
You are forced to be partners with the person you dislike most. You think:: hanging round downtown by myself
You goto a party and walk in screaming:: never really said to much afraid it wouldnt be enough
Your crush finally decides to tell you he loves you, and you reply with:: it seems like erydays the same and im left to discover on my own
You fall asleep and class, and as you awake you blurt out:: you almost pick the best time to drop the worst line
You are asked to sing the s.p.b.@ a football game and accidentally end up: shorty want a thug
A description of yuor enemy:: any man of mine better be proud of me
You had a baby and the first thing you thought about them was:: where do bad folks go when then die
Your best friend steals your bf/gf and you say:: you said the way my blue eyes shine put those georgia stars shame at nighti said thats a lie
You move out of your house and write an email to your friends saying:: your getting older your journeys been etched on your skin
A description of your mom:: this is my life, its not what it was before
Aaand your pet/friends pet:: state the obvious i didnt get my perfect fantasy
You love to:: is it worth it can you even hear me
You dump water on your best friend because:: when somebody loved me everything was beautiful
In the shower, you are thinking about:: drew looks at me i fake a smile so he wont see.
Your motto is:: did i disappoint you? or let you down
When your mom doesnt allow you to go to a party, you scream:: sometimes i get a good feeling yeah, i get a feeling that i never had before
You are called stupid, you come back with:: another turning point a fork stuck in the road
I ask you to save your results:: she said she needed a break.
K. So please save yor results? xD -Sam
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Friday, March 13, 2009

Is your best friend a virgin?​​​​​​
no all my friends are skanky lol

What are you listening to?
Joel McHale

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?​​​​​​​
maybe not

Last thing​ you ate?
orange

What are you planning on doing after this?
nothing

Do you currently have a hickey?​​​​​​
no im not a teenager

Miss anyone?​​​​​​
no

When was the last time you really laughed?​​​​​​​
today

Do you trust​ all your friends?​​​​​​​
...not completely

Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?​​​​​​​
no

What’​s something you really want right​ now, be honest?​​​​​​
a new place to call home

Do you miss the way things use to be?
sometimes

Was it a boy or a girl to call you last?​​​​​​
90% chance it was a girl

Who'​​s the last person you hugged?​​​​​​
??

How are you feeling right​now?
fat

Will you talk to someone on the phone ​tonight?​​​​​​​
no im ok

Is your hair curly​ or stra​ght?​​​​​​​
insanely curly

Where​ did you meet the last perso​n you were in a car with?​​​​​​
in front of my house

When was the last time you were sad?
i dont know right now im kinda mad i ate fricking calorie filled dessert things

How tall are you?
5'7

Would​ you ever get plastic surgery?​​
sure, i have lol.

Do you continue fight​ing in an argument even though you' re wrong?
no what would be the point in that

Do you listen to music​ every​ day?
yep

Is anything bothering you?
plenty of shit

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?​​​​​​
yeah when im being sneaky or havent done my hair lol

Would ​you rather sleep ​with someone else or alone​?​​​​​
someone else

Are you a jealous person?​​​​​
no im a nontrusting person

Were you single on your last birthday?​​​​​​
nope

Tomorrow this time, where ​will you be?
who knows?

Who was the first person you talked today?
my doofus

When'​​​​​​s the last time you talke​d with the opposite sex on the phone​?​​​
today i think

Do you think​ you can last in a relat​ionship for 3 months?​​​​​​
i can

How'​​​​​​s your heart​ lately?​​​​​​
good its my body im mad at

When was the last time you cried​?​​​​​​
a few days ago i think

If you'​​​​​​re being​ extremely quiet​ what’​s it mean?​​​​​​
i dont wanna talk

Have you ever had a really big fight​ with a best friend?​​​​​​
yeah

Think ​a lot before you fall asleep?​​​​​​
a think a lot all the time

Have you ever given​ a random perso​n your numbe​r?​​​​​​
no

Where​ did you get the shirt​ you are weari​ng?​​​​​​​
navy exchange

Honestly,​​​​​ what'​​​​​​s on your mind right​ now?
losing weight lol

How much longer until​ your birthday?​​​​​​​
6 months

Who was the last person you cried​ in front of?
i cry in front of everyone

epiphany

ive had a realization. all's i need is a hair cut to change my life

i was thinking this one...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

"I cant be alive, not without you."



my favorite moments:
0:30-0:57
1:24-1:29 [my most favorite moment]
1:32-2:27

why is it i cant get a guy to say things like this?

Monday, March 9, 2009

First; fish cannot talk. Second; jelly fish are not fish.

So i blocked this girl.
She kept following me around, showing up on the same sites as me, being generally strange.
So i blocked her so she couldnt see what i was doing.
....
well she tracked me down and emailed me just to let me know that she wasnt stalking me.
go figure.

i found a purse that i know if i get i will really be truly happy. truly.

Im getting my hair cut on the 15. I cant wait. I want to do something wild but i really want to grow it out for locks of love. i havent done anything very nice in a while i figure that will even things out for at least 2 weeks. It has to be 10 inches. and my hair that takes years to grow a single inch (sarcasm lol) hasnt hardly grown at all. they say hair grows half an inch every month, mine has grown 1 inch since december. im going to not do anything to my hair. no dying, no blowdrying, no straightening, no chemicals of any kind. Just lots of deep conditioning and tender loving hair care.

on the 16 i have a dentist appointment. got a cavity. oops i mean 3 cavities...oh joy.

the school finally sent my school work. i get to learn about different types of drugs in this unit. Anti-everythings! im excitied. its going to be so easy. mainly because i already know medicines. Its so easy for me, this pharmacy tech thing. I cant figure out why. I worry so much about about not understanding but then i get almost perfects on all my tests. I have absolutley no faith in myself. i cant wait to get it. theres just something about the medical feild that entrances me. i want to be a therapist, i love getting into peoples heads and knowing what they are thinking. I love hearing peoples stories.

ive been playing raquetball. i really suck alot. but it is the game that matches my ADD mentality. I can run and jump and ....hit a ball with a raquet. it gets my heart going when that ball bounces off the wall and pelts me. i have bruises. ive stoppe going to the gym and started exercising at home. which is better for me, i sweat more and the next day my muscles ache more. my abs hurt so much. i just wanted to lose the fat on my tummy but now i can see the outline of a 6 pack. i looked up pictures of women with 6 packs, the only thing i could find was body builder women. id rather die than look like a schwarznegger tranvestite. so i think im going to lessen my stomach work outs and do exercises that work my ass. since it wants to be so huge it has to be beaten into submisson. lol.

Oh I wish, I wish that there was somewhere to go on this island. it takes a grand total of 3 hours to drive around Kamehameha Highway without traffic. Theres so much traffic you cant really enjoy the scenery, you can just sit in the line of traffic to the offramp and inhale car fumes.I miss home. I miss open fields and small businesses. I miss the closeness. Here you are never alone but you are always alone. You know? The military people are one thing they will speak to me. But the locals...when i first got here I smiled at everyone and no one smiled back. even recently i got lost trying to find the doctors on pearl harbor so i stopped and got out to ask for directions the guy nearly died when i asked him where it was. i was eating lunch at costco (yeah big spender, I know) and there wasnt any places left to sit except next to me. This man stood. Im told him he could sit next to me. He looked astonished and freaked out that i offered. he did and i tried to talk to him, that was weird.

i think i do something that pushes people away. ive gained and lost so many people recently. half of them i cant even call friends we didnt get that far. im on my way to becoming a bigger and better person. i think im going to start eating healthier. mostly fruit and veggies. i dont want to eat bread or meat anymore. im just having on overdose crisis my mind will change about the bread thing in a day or 2. im just disapointed in myself that I opted to not do the traditional college thing. thats just my rebeliousness. cant tell me what to do!!! im going to stop worrying about things that happend along time that i had no control over. or things that i did do that were a total accident! im just embarrassed by 80% of my life.

i came on the computer to write my story. im trying to type now instead of doing the notebooks. i love all my note books but its just easier on the computer. i got wrapped up in typing this out. i thought id just update sort of since i hardly ever do a real post in journal/blog ive ever had but i found i had alot to say. i havent stopped typing, except to text someone, and that means my mind has kept going....

...ok i just stopped to watch a commercial for the office. i have gotten so into that show! i used to think it was so dry and pretentious. check it out its awesome. http://www.hulu.com/the-office

Since it is quite late i do believe im going to settle down lay on the couch or maybe just go crash on the bed.

xoxoxo